Impermanence I, 2022

"Impermanence I" began as a perspective piece, born at the start of the Russia-Ukraine war. As an artist navigating a full-time job and a time-intensive art practice, the onset of the war triggered a wave of fear and existential questioning. The uncertainty prompted me to reflect on the purpose of creating art amid life's challenges.

In a bold move, I decided to create this piece and destroy it to serve as a symbolic release of the fears that I was facing. It was a conscious act of letting go and confronting the fear that had gripped me. Surprisingly, what emerged from this intentional act of destruction was a newfound beauty—unexpected and transformative.

The destruction of the piece and the subsequent revelation of its altered form became a metaphor for embracing impermanence. The initial fear of “what happens if the silk breaks?” gave way to an acceptance of the potential evolving nature of my work.

This is what the piece looked like before cutting, and the video below shows a portion of the piece being cut from behind.